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说实话几天来都只是很冷血的在关注着地震。关注、捐款，真正能让我激动起来的事情完全没有发生过。当然，同情和怜悯肯定是有的，不过也就仅此而已。悲剧发生7天之后，全国进入三天国殇，没想到第一天就发生了那么多令人热血沸腾的事情：各地的中国加油、四川加油的呼声，各地的烛光聚会，甚至是回家路上看到一面面没有升到顶的旗帜都让我心中一次一次的颤动。看到网上认识的人去灾区做志愿者后的一些感言，又看到这些摄于昨晚人民广场的图片的时候，这种情绪更是满溢了：

这只是一组图中的两张，全部的在这里可以看到：http://bbs.ffsky.com/disp.aspx?ID=1663475&bid=11

回想起这一年来，冰灾、疾病、一星期以来一直到现在都没有停的地震、还有每年都会发生的洪水（今年估计也不会例外，只希望不要太凶），但是偏偏在这个时候，人心显得空前的团结——我已经不再指望什么“天佑中华”了。但是，天若不佑我，我更当自佑！

顺便往这扔首背景乐，悲伤只是一时的，悲伤过后需要的是更加振奋的精神，这首Through the fire and flames应该很能表达我这一天的心情吧：

dragonforce-through the fire and flames
 

on a cold winter morning in a time before the light
in flames of death's eternal reign we ride towards the fight
when the darkness has fallen down and the times are tough alright
the sound of evil laughter falls around the world tonight
fighting hard fighting on for the steel through the wastelands evermore
the scattered souls will feel the hell bodies wasted on the shores
on the blackest plains in hell's domain we watch them as they go
in fire and pain now once again we know

so now we fly ever free
we're free before the thunderstorm
on towards the wilderness our quest carries on
far beyond the sundown
far beyond the moonlight
deep inside our hearts and all our souls

*so far away we wait for the day
for the lives all so wasted and gone
we feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
through the fire and the flames we carry on*

as the red day is dawning and the lighting cracks the sky
we'll raise our hand to the heaven above with resentment in their eyes
running back from the mid morning light with a burning in my heart
we 're banished from a time in a fallen land to a life beyond the stars
in your darkest dreams see to believe our destiny this time
and endlessly we'll all be free tonight

and on the wings of a dream so far beyond reality
all alone in desperation now the time has come
losi inside you'll never find
lost within my own mind
day after day this misery must go on

repeat *

(solo)

now here we stand with their blood on our hands
we fought so hard now can we understand
i'll break the seal of this curse if i possibly can
for freedom of every man

repeat *